Letter to an awesome friend

Christine,

Admit it, I am more awesome than you are. 'Nuff said. Hahahahaha! But seriously, you are awesome and phenomenal. Why? Because you just are.

We have known each other since Elementary but we only got close when we got to High School. Remember our "Pop" slow-mo version? The time we were accused of being in a sorority group? Hahaha. Anyway, my point is, our friendship started in a bit crazy way but it was uh-may-ziiing! And not a day goes by that I regret having you as my bestfriend.

You are the Robin to my Lily. The Ted to my Marshall. You have always been one of the most awesome friends I have ever had. From the beginning, I never remembered a single fight that we ever had. Petty fights, probably. But nothing major. And that's what amazes me with our friendship. Over the years, we have remained strong and wise and we have always been loyal to our friendship. I love you for that.

On your birthday, and for the coming years, I wish you even more happiness and blessings. I wish you get to have a stable job and be happy with it. Hehehe! I wish that you and your special someone will stay strong together and beat the odds that will test your relationship. I pray that you find the thing that makes you truly happy and that you stick to it. I pray that no matter what happens, you will never ever give up. Never. And I pray that you continue to be the awesome person that you already are. You are a blessing to a lot of people, Tine. You may not know that. But you are.

This composition may be long if I keep blabbering, so let me sum this all up in three things.

First, an excerpt from a poem by Sarah Kay, The Origin Story, to her bestfriend, Phil Kaye:

But I have seen the best of you and the worst of you and I choose both. I want to share ever single one of your sunshines and save some for later. I will tuck them into my pockets so I can give them back to you when the rains fall hard. Friend, I want to be the mirror that reminds you to love yourself. I want to be the air in your lungs to remind you to breathe easy. When the walls come down, when the thunder rumbles, when nobody else is home, hold my hand and I promise I won’t let go.

Second, I love you always. Forever.

Lastly, and this I say with honesty, You are the second most awesome person in the world for me. Next to myself. Hahahahaha. No seriously, Thank you. For being a great friend to me. I will forever be grateful to you. Always.

Here's to more laughter and adventures with you. HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TINE!! I LOVE YOU!! <3 <3 <3

Worth it.

WAIT. JUST BE PATIENT. HE'LL COME SOON.

Those were the words most of my friends tell me whenever I was doubting whether my love life was gonna bloom anytime soon. Trust me, I wasn't desperate. I just..you know..miss being in a relationship. There's a lot to miss about being in a relationship and it feels really good to be loved by someone else aside from your family and friends. But anyway, the point is, they made me wait. And up until August 21, 2011, I realized that all the waiting was worth it. 

Just two months into our relationship, I feel that I have been with Jun for about a year now. We haven't had any major fights (as of press time), though, but it seems that we've survived a lot of challenges in our relationship. I may sound biased, but to be perfectly honest, I have never been with any guy who made me feel this way. It's like the moment we started our relationship, I knew instantly that he was the right guy. That made me feel that the wait was all worth it. Neither of us planned on falling in love with each other. It just happened. And once that happened, something beautiful was created. I wake up in the morning feeling so inspired because I know that someone in Lipata is loving me back. Everyday, I look forward to the day I get to spend with him. And every single moment, my love for him grows deeper. This may sound really cheesy but I really think, with all my heart, that Jun is the one. ♥

It's true that words are not enough to describe how much you love a certain person, but I'll try my best to put into words how grateful I am for the man who has not only loved me for who I am but has also loved me for who I am not. Langga, this for you.... :)

60 days with you has been greatly fun, Baby. You made me feel so loved every single day even though I don't tell you that. You are a perfect gentleman and you really know how to make me happy. There may have been days where I'm a complete idiot and you don't really get my mood swings, but I'm very thankful because you never made me feel any less loved. In fact, you made me feel that whether I act crazy, weird, or stupid, you still accept me whole-heartedly. You make me fall in love with you deeply every single day and I hope I make you feel the same way. Like I said in the letter I gave you, God really did plan our meeting. He knew that we were each other's answered prayer. I am not the perfect girlfriend and you are also not the perfect boyfriend, but together, you and I make a great pair. You and I, we will conquer the world. We'll make each other's dream come true. And we will make our dreams come true. Thank you so much for being such an understanding boyfriend. Thank you for riding along with my insanity. Thank you for the trust and for the honesty. Thank you for sharing your dreams with me. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you so much for the love. ♥


It's just You and Me, Langga. Just us two. :)

Happy 2nd monthsary baby! Here's to more adventures and laugh trips with you! I love you! Mwaaaaaaaah! :*

To a Heart That’s Breaking

A heartbreak will be nothing less than a heartbreak: painful and unwanted. And most often than not, we look for valid reasons behind the unrequited love - not being good enough, pretty enough, smart enough, not being worthy enough. Name all of the reasons you can think of, it still won’t make the pain any less. And even when you find all the reasons you can come up with, it still won’t make the person love you the way you want to be loved if he really doesn’t.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, there’ll be no ifs, no buts. Some people may say you should go fight for him but the thing is, if he really loves you, you no longer have to fight to him, nor will you have to go against the odds just to have a trifling portion of momentary bliss.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, he knows what to do and that is to give you no less than what you deserve. And we all know that this is not it.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, he will stop messing with your mind, your heart, your life. He has done more than enough to do that and that in itself is a manifestation that he doesn’t love you enough to choose you.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, he will not allow you to cry all the tears you have because if he really does, he will be the one to fix your broken heart without him being asked. Or should I say, he shouldn’t have been the reason your heart is breaking, in the first place.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, you no longer have to ask if he does.

Bottom line: IF he loves you, you shouldn’t be in this position in the first place.

You’ve loved more of him and less of you for the longest time already. It’s time you learn to love yourself more because only then will you be able to pull yourself out. And always remember that NO MATTER WHAT, LOVING YOURSELF CAN HEAL ANYTHING.

Credits go out to Chello Teves Dico (http://littlemisswriter12.blogspot.com/) for this post. I am assuming that she wrote this for me. Hehehe. I really appreciated this. Love you! ♥ 

She's FINALLY getting hitched!

And I am completely happy for her..and for the guy, too.

I have, like, only a few days to prepare for the wedding even though civil lang sah. hehehehe! :)

I'm back, Blogspot! ♥

I'm sorry to have ditched you for Wordpress. I find that you and I were perfect for each other. LOL.

Well anyway, I'm back. I can't say if this is for good na. But we'll see. Anyways, for some of the posts that you can't find here, you can check out my wordpress account: Frustrated Blogger ♥.

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