Thursday, October 20, 2011

Worth it.

WAIT. JUST BE PATIENT. HE'LL COME SOON.

Those were the words most of my friends tell me whenever I was doubting whether my love life was gonna bloom anytime soon. Trust me, I wasn't desperate. I just..you know..miss being in a relationship. There's a lot to miss about being in a relationship and it feels really good to be loved by someone else aside from your family and friends. But anyway, the point is, they made me wait. And up until August 21, 2011, I realized that all the waiting was worth it. 

Just two months into our relationship, I feel that I have been with Jun for about a year now. We haven't had any major fights (as of press time), though, but it seems that we've survived a lot of challenges in our relationship. I may sound biased, but to be perfectly honest, I have never been with any guy who made me feel this way. It's like the moment we started our relationship, I knew instantly that he was the right guy. That made me feel that the wait was all worth it. Neither of us planned on falling in love with each other. It just happened. And once that happened, something beautiful was created. I wake up in the morning feeling so inspired because I know that someone in Lipata is loving me back. Everyday, I look forward to the day I get to spend with him. And every single moment, my love for him grows deeper. This may sound really cheesy but I really think, with all my heart, that Jun is the one. 

It's true that words are not enough to describe how much you love a certain person, but I'll try my best to put into words how grateful I am for the man who has not only loved me for who I am but has also loved me for who I am not. Langga, this for you.... :)

60 days with you has been greatly fun, Baby. You made me feel so loved every single day even though I don't tell you that. You are a perfect gentleman and you really know how to make me happy. There may have been days where I'm a complete idiot and you don't really get my mood swings, but I'm very thankful because you never made me feel any less loved. In fact, you made me feel that whether I act crazy, weird, or stupid, you still accept me whole-heartedly. You make me fall in love with you deeply every single day and I hope I make you feel the same way. Like I said in the letter I gave you, God really did plan our meeting. He knew that we were each other's answered prayer. I am not the perfect girlfriend and you are also not the perfect boyfriend, but together, you and I make a great pair. You and I, we will conquer the world. We'll make each other's dream come true. And we will make our dreams come true. Thank you so much for being such an understanding boyfriend. Thank you for riding along with my insanity. Thank you for the trust and for the honesty. Thank you for sharing your dreams with me. Thank you for coming into my life. Thank you so much for the love.


It's just You and Me, Langga. Just us two. :)






Happy 2nd monthsary baby! Here's to more adventures and laugh trips with you! I love you! Mwaaaaaaaah! :*